i guess u are right, its time to let go. But i dunno how long i can persist and be so hardhearted. Doing all these are so not me, i'm used to clutching onto whatever is mine so tightly even when i can no longer stand it... But i know its really time cus im hurting the rest around me and i would lose even more if i dun let go... i've been changing way too much that i look into the mirror and see a girl with a face of mine but i couldnt actually recognise her... i question myself are these really all i want? is worth all the pain that im gonna go through if i held on? clearly i know its a no... many are understanding and they gave me space and still filling me up with love and concern...
there will be pain and it may not be easy to get through but i know i will cus theres no one that cannot live without someone... the earth still revolves no matter what happens... i've told my mum before leave if u wanna be happy, staying wont help if u dun feel happy urself... and what am i doing now? the opposite... all these are just stages of life everyone goes through just a matter of how u see things and how fast u learn from ur mistakes...
“God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.”
shihui, i know i neglected quite awhile, im sorry... :(
BFFFL, i havent been attending gatherings but u guys continues to try ask me if i wanna go and all, im really grateful for the bunch of u...
girlfriends in school, thanks for tolerating my rants and all!
loving all of u so much!